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For some personal reasons, this journal will go Friends Only for a while. If you want to be added or removed, kindly contact me on either AIM, YIM, or MSN.
Take care and sunshines...
For my friends who do not have LJ, i'll send you one account and password in my list.
Love,
~ Kellie ~
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| Here are my option: |
[27 Apr 2004|09:15pm] |
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Option 1: Go with the flow.
Option 2: Stop everything.
Option 3: Kill myself.
Will decide later... to tired to think now.
~ Kellie ~
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[26 Apr 2004|10:54pm] |
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Chua bao gio thu viet cai nay bang tieng Viet ca. Chang biet viet the nao. Buon cuoi vat. Cac ban thinh thoang cu hoi la tai sao luc nao ngoi viet tieng me de, may cu veo vo nhu con do nguoi. Cung khong biet nua. That ra thi cam thay viet bang tieng Viet rat nguong nhe. Khong thoai mai nhu viet tieng Anh. Ma cac dai tu nhan xung cung chang biet the nao. Day nhe, tu luc nay den gio van noi trong khong.
Hom nay lam duoc gi nhi? Ngay mai thi nen ca ngay hom nay khong ra khoi cua. Nhung ngoi nha cung chang doc duoc trang sach nao :( Sot voi ca viem hong nen cu nam dap chan lo mo ngu ca ngay. Met kinh khung. Ke mia no thi voi ca cu. Buc minh. Cu thu ko hoc xem cai cam giac truot no the nao... Ghet.
Oi thoi thoi bay gio di ngu. Ngay mai se lai viet bang tieng Anh thoi. Viet the nay kho qua...
Chuc Trang voi Chinh ngu ngon nhe... a ma ngu gi`... chuc mot ngay vui ve.
Di ngu day
~ Coc Be ~
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| I love my doctor friends |
[26 Apr 2004|07:33pm] |
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SMS sent out: M so tired. Fever is getting higher. Throat hurts. Crying badly for no reason. Hate being sick.
Malaka doctor-going-to-be: pls ask someone to get the panadol 4 u... Do u want me to ask someone 2 send it 2 u.
PJ Indian doctor : Go check at the nearest clinic n get some medicines. exam is coming right? drink lots of water.
PJ Arabic doctor : drink warm water. stop smoking n eat soupy food. avoid spicy n salty things.
Vietnamese doctor (YIM): uong thuoc ha sot va suc mieng nuoc muoi cho sach hong.
MC friends: buy me panadol and juice.
Im such a spoilt brat
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On a different note, today has been such a meaningless day. I got stuck with a friend and stories about her boyfriends. I hardly had any work done and fever + sore throat killed me. Now im sleepy... but dont allow myself to sleep... stay awake, Kelly....
~ Kellie the spoilt Goddess ~
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| Men |
[26 Apr 2004|10:33am] |
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There are four types of men:
The good: who are so good and love us with all their hearts that we cant tolerate and love then turns into compassion or something like that which I cant find the word for... they can do everything for us and too bad, that doesnt make us happy. So we have no choice but to let them go because if they stay, we will just break their heart and hurt their soul.
The bad: which are not necessary bad in nature but we end up nothing but.... sad with them. We stick around them without commitment and they would just go and take all the pieces of happiness without saying a word and leave a hole in our soul. No string attached relationship then turns into a mess. But most of the time, they are bad because we LOVE them... one way...
The normal: well, they are so normal that there will be no butterfly in our stomach, no zza zaa zuu when we meet them. Things are so plain and normal that we may get bored after a while. But they are the best to get steady with... because life will be peaceful and quiet... unless you want more....
The ONE: they are perfect. They just dont really exist.
Can't be bothered...
Im sick today... sore throat... fever...
~ Kellie ~
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| Im bored... really... |
[24 Apr 2004|07:41pm] |
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APPEARANCE
- hair: black currant (yeah it's not my real color. After having something like 40 dyes, i have no idea what the hell my hair color is)
- eyes: dark brown
- height: 5'4"
- weight: 100lbs
STYLE
- clothing: depends on the occasion, I can be casual or messy or sophisticated.
- music: i like most anything, except and country
RIGHT NOW
- wearing: a black spaghetti strap tank top and light blue panty
- music: Urban Trad - Basement Scotch
- thinking of: how to finish these books while im here answering this nonsense
- feeling: bored
LAST THING I...
- bought: Chestnut from SS14
- did: had lousy lunch with Saran
- read: Western Civilization book
- watched on tv: something on MTV
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
- kill: a guy name Siva
- hear from: my niece
- look like: i like the way i look...but it would be nice to have more meat
- be like: my goal is to just be happy with myself
FAVORITE
- food: anything with fresh mushroom
- drink: Starbucks Rhaspberry Frappucino
- color: black
- shoes: ADIDAS sneakers
- site: friend's diaries,vietnamese electronic newspaper and Tathy forum
- song: depends on the mood, i guess, but anything from Guns n roses and aerosmith will do
- vegetable: fresh mushroom
- fruit: grapes and durians.
- last movie you saw: 50 first dates
- last movie you saw on the big screen: 50 first dates
- last phone number you called: Saran
- last show you watched on TV: The Simpsons
- last song you heard: Urban Trad - Sanomi
- last thing you had to drink: fruit garden tea
- last thing you ate: grapes
- last time you showered: this afternoon
- last time you cried: wednesday I think
- last time you smiled: today
- last time you laughed: today
- last person you hugged: Ms Karmini (Feature Writing lecturer)
- last thing you said: Okie, bye Ayesha
- last person you talked to online: Ayesha
- last person you talked to on the phone: Ayesha
- last thing you smelled: my perfume
DO YOU...
- smoke: yeah
- do drugs: no
- drink: ocassionally
- sleep with stuffed animals: my dog Jake
- have a crush: *blush* yeah.
- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yep
- have a dream that keeps coming back: yes, and it's a bad dream
- play an instrument: nope
- believe there is life on other planets: yes
- read the newspaper: does electronic newspaper count?
- have any gay or lesbian friends: loads
- believe in miracles: nope
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: NO
- consider yourself tolerant of others: not really
- consider police a friend or foe: friend
- like the taste of alcohol: depends on what it is
- have a favorite Stooge: nope
- believe in astrology: nope
- believe in magic: nope
- pray: nope
- go to church: once or twice
- have any secrets: yes, many
- have any pets: yeah... some... their names are... :)))
- go to or plan to go to college: go to Stamford
- have a degree: not yet, i'll have two BAs when i graduate
- wear hats: no, they look absolutely ridiculous on me
- have any piercings: yep, seven
- have any tattoos: a sun on my back
- hate yourself: try not to
- have a "hot spot": **shh, that's a secret**
- wish on stars: no
- like your handwriting: not really
- believe in witches: pointy hats and green noses? i don't think so
- believe in Satan: no
- believe in ghosts: no
- trust others easily: that's a tough one
- like sarcasm: I LOVE IT! (read: no.)
- take walks in the rain: yes
- kiss with your eyes closed: always
- sing in the shower: yeah... *blush blush*
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[24 Apr 2004|06:15pm] |
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It's so easy dealing with ordinary men. It's not with the freaky/shameless ones.
~ Kellie ~
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| My beautiful Saturday morning... |
[24 Apr 2004|12:29pm] |
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My Scrat report came at 430am. I was still awake sticking my head in Western Civilization book. Havent done even a half... Rome... Rome... screw you, Rome... You were bitchy, fucked up and messy... no wonder you were destroyed...
On the very different note, my day started quite early. Birds woke me up at around 930 and I parked myself in bed watching TV until 10+. It is beautiful today. The sky is clear, the sun is shinning bright with cool breezes, birds are twittering outside, Millennium Court is empty and quiet, and I am awake, healthy and happy... Days like this are rare. My window faces a small park in UM and sitting at the table next to the window, I feel like im at the border line between beautiful nature and technology (my TV and astro). Just nice... so nice... and the best, I am alone. I dont have to share this with anybody. Selfish bitch. I know...
I went down for lunch at around 11. Talked to daddy Toh about leaving to home. Somebody told me that he was sexy... nah, I dont think so... maybe 20 years ago...
Now? I think I should start my affair with Julius Caesar...
~ Kellie_in_love_with_the_weather ~
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| A grey day |
[23 Apr 2004|04:36pm] |
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I hate grey days. I have no energy on grey days. I can hardly smile on grey days. I am grumpy on grey days. Everything goes wrong on grey days...
Today is the last day of this semester. We had one hour with Mathew in Western Civilization. Everything was slow... everybody was blur. Final is coming next week, which puts pressure on all of ADP kids. I am tired. Very much. I have been suffering from period pain for like a week now. For some fucking reasons, it got stuck/jammed in my stomach and couldnt come out until this morning. One fucking whole week after the first day I felt pain.
I have loads of crap to study, I just cant bring myself into reading books or writing notes or whatever it is. Matthew said I am lazy, I dont think so. I am just not in the mood. I think I am going to screw up this semester... again...
Isnt it weird that I havent failed any of my classes? Well, I will... soon....
Cant be bothered...
~ Kellie ~
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[22 Apr 2004|05:35pm] |
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Rain. Rain comes. The sky turns grey in a flick of your fingers. The first few drops drip down from the sky. Wind starts to blow. You can feel the humidity in the wind as if you could squeeze water out when it grazes by your skin. It is unpredictable. You would wonder what is happening. I would answer: “Welcome to the coquetry of Kuala Lumpur weather.” The sky was clear and the day was filled with hot-burn-sunlight sixty seconds ago. And now, you are deafened by claps of thunders while the sky is being punished with lashes of lightning. Your peaceful sunny day has changed into an angry stormy one. Sucks.
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[21 Apr 2004|10:36pm] |
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Sad... fucked up... lonely...
Can things be worse???
I miss you...
~ Me ~
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| Sis, I beat you on this... |
[20 Apr 2004|07:15pm] |
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Cancelled my dinner plan with Raymond to eat chicken rice with Winy, Juli and another girl. FABULOUS green bean soup, just like the soup mom cooks at home.
A sad sad day. Ticket to go back is more expensive than I thought it would be. Ticket to Japan is even worse. More than I could ever afford. Need to talk to Daddy about that as soon as possible. However, Winy may come along to Vietnam with me...
Had great fun with Ayesha today. Rafael dumped her as she wished... *Evil*
Studying hard tonight... Perhaps I should start with Business Marketing...
By the way, can anyone tell me about the connection between Hamas and Palestine? Where did Hamas come from and what is their motto in this crazy world?
~ Kellie ~
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[20 Apr 2004|08:21am] |
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This is the last week of the semester. Time flies so fast. I've just came back from my country, and now, I am leaving malaysia for vacation again. This semester is better compare to the last one because I feel that I have learnt quite a few things and I am really into Feature Writing this sem.
Period pain is killing me...
On a totally different note, I woke up at 6:45 today. Sent my assignment to Matthew and finished my last Broadcast Reporting assignment.
There is something nice about sleeping late and waking up early during exam time in a hostel. Last night, at around 130, Winy and I heard the alarm sound. Some kid must have set it to get up and study. This morning, at around 7, there came the sound. This is the first time in my life to hear people's arlam... bcos you know me and my sleeping eh?
Anyway, time to go meet Mrs. Philo... Be nice at home, folks...
~ Ms Kelly ~
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| Name? Bitch |
[19 Apr 2004|03:51pm] |
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I had a bad day... That's all...
~ Kellie ~
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| Im back |
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Have something to tell:
Friday:
1. Went to a journalist convention in Melaka on Thursday. Biggest lesson learnt: Conventions and conferences are dead boring. But still, they add credits to my resume.
2. During the convention, having nothing to do, Ms. Ayesha told Ms. Kelly about guys and relationship. Conclusion made: None.
3. Went to lunch with Saran and his friends in Medical school. May I just say that those doctors-going-to-be in their white clothes are... gorgeous???????? (By the way, found a few beautiful eye lashes. Yummmm)
4. Had meal again with Saran and his friends in the afternoon.
5. Met up with Casey at around 9. However, fucking period pain drove me crazy...
Saturday:
1. Had a good night sleep. Woke up at 7 and watched the sunrise. Had a fabulous breakfast ;) [Ladies and gentlemen, Kelly and her BREAKFAST). Enjoyed my 1 hour tan before going back.
2. Slept for something like 1 hour on the bus. Neck hurt. Had Asam Lassa in Petaling street.
3. Got stuck in the rain at Coffee Bean chinatown. Sat next to some drug dealers there.. Finished 1/2kg chestnuts.
4. Came back at around 730. Sleepy... Off to bed now.
To Saran: I enjoyed my stay in Melaka. Yes, the fit freaked me out but since it was/is not something you could control, there is nothing to be sorry of. Just make sure you wont miss your medicine and dont hurt yourself during the thing is good enough.
Thank you for taking care of me during my stay there.
To all: Im having my early sleep tonight. Ms Kelly is tired.
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[14 Apr 2004|11:47pm] |
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Love and Lust, what matters?
How much can a person lie? Why do people have to lie?
How much can I drink???
~ Me ~
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| Another boring day... |
[14 Apr 2004|07:06pm] |
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Nothing special happened.
~ Me ~
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Winy came back at 7 in the morning. I was sleeping and pretty sure that my boobs were not covered by the comforter. But still, it took me about 45 minutes to actually get up. Lazy pig.
Came to college for Broadcast Reporting. Seriously hated the class and lecturer. Tried to steal time by asking her silly questions.
The next class was Feature Writing, my fav. We were supposed to write our interview in class today. But since I have finished it earlier, lecturer let me go. Had lunch with Winy at TGIF and guess what, ran into Hafiz. The babe looked so fucking cute in his red uniform. Gave him some kisses and a hug, teased the rest of the staff and left.
Came back to college from lunch. The Baked Bean Eating-by-chopsticks competition was on. Joined. Baked Bean tasted like shit. Vomited. Didnt finish, but had fun...
Business Admin class sucked as usual. Came back home at around 4. Bumped into Javaid on the way. Chitchatted for a few mins and went back.
It was such a day of seeing old friends. Ran into Mr. Krishnamoothy (the lecturer that invited me to dinner at his house on Depavali last Oct...). He, again, invited me to his house for dinner. It's the Indian New Year today.
It rained after I got back to my room. Was bored and tired. Wanted to write Saran an email but since he buzzed me right then, dropped the idea. Have been talking to him about getting married when the line disconnected.
Watching Shrek...
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working on a story, a feature interview and a piece to submit to the NST...
~ Me ~
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| It's just a report |
[08 Apr 2004|09:50am] |
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I am so tired these days. During the days, I would be so awake and happy... but when the nights fall, I am drained, exhausted and sleepy. God knows why.
So yesterday afternoon, I went to Kota Raya with Maha and Vithya. We met up with friends for pool and left for Petaling Street for food later. Prawn mee was good. For the very first time, I finished the whole bowl (Winy, you should be there... fucking proud of myself). Then Saran and I walked around Central Market. I have my hanna tattoo or whatever it is (U know what I am talking about right?) done on my back. It is the design of a flower. The color turns out to be very light. I dont know if it shows, but anyway, I am wearing top today...
I met Saran's Jenthini (I hope I've got the name right) yesterday. She is much better than I thought she would be (sorry Saran). She reminds me of Melissa, a girl that I adored in college (but too bad, she transfered to KDU). Heard some gossips about another friend we all happen to know... Shanti, that's the name I'll have to remember to shock some guy... Shanti Shanti...
So I am off to college now. The girls have plan to go out tonight.
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